My darling Julian, just got back from what was to be our first holiday together to Zante. I know you were with me, but wished I could have held you in my arms for just a moment in time. I miss you so much my darling. I planted the special seed near to the beach, just for you sweetheart. Tears and laughter then tears again. ALL MY LOVE, YOUR CATHERINE. XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX